Sounds to me that you are not in the right frame of mind to run this business and this probably comes across in both your work and your communication with prospects.You may we'll be better off taking a job if you can get one at least in the short term and keep your hand in doing the odd carpet job at the weekends for extra cash until such time you feel ready to take the plunge again.This will relieve the pressure on you and no doubt your family as well....Good luckI have to agree with Hilton ,only you know your circumstances and your finances and I am afraid it is very difficult to give advice without knowing this ,but doing it now and then plus a job may be the answer and may refresh your interest in it as well .Regards and good luck
Calm down Dave or you'll keel over your Zimmer frame