Thanks for caring guys. I have remained silent for the past few weeks because I have been really busy and greiving is a roller coaster.
I have turned the corner and am beginning to heal regarding the death of my son because 2 weeks ago the Lord spoke to me in my mind and told me to "Focus on the living". "Change your focus".
Life really is all about focus isn't it? What you focus on is what will be successful in your life because a lot of your time, thoughts, and actions are going towards it.
Your marriage; family; business; your body(health) and looks; all depend on the maintenance you provide.
Focus on the positives or you will miss out.
And I know you all will feel real sorry for me when I tell you that one of the big reasons I have been busy is that I am getting an in ground swimming pool installed.
Yes; I am so excited; since we live on the lake we went with a new design trend. A "lagoon" look.
Lots of rock on the outside; a "negative edge" which is a waterfall over the edge on one side with a basin down below that recirculates the water.
Black plaster is the coating inside the pool. Should be done by Friday.
It has been like building a house almost.
And I have had 2 major worker changes. Time consuming. That is common when you contract work out.
I used to get ticked off at people but now I have accepted that an average of 6 months per worker is a good estimate. And I pay them well.
I just begin looking for a replacement which I always find.
I will get back to participating; even missed the calendar input; had some really good pics; some traditional window cleaning ones that have been submitted and some "revealing " ones of me.
Will get back to life again. Thanks for caring. I love you guys. Hey did you hear about the hurricane hit along our coast? Horrible. Pray for the people; many deaths.
I miss Ross too. He was always so interesting. Maybe the private message thing estranged him.
Hugs,
Texas Girl
